Sunday, May 27th, 2007

Our time on this earth is fleeting, but dense. It is a feather that slips through our hands every day, but a heavy weight some nights. We find the things that make our hearts grow beautiful wings and soar, and then feel suddenly as if sliding backward down a steep slope, with no feeling of control. And if we are lucky, we know when to just let go, and give in, and when to fight the current like mad until we find the shore.

For a moment, as you read these words, consider the stories you have heard of people who inhabited or still live upon the earth whose faith was unshakable. Who trusted against all odds that the universe was looking out for them, standing by their sides, living and breathing within them. They believed that there was no mistake anywhere in the universe or in their lives, and that they could not do wrong if they followed their hearts.

Perhaps you are one of these people at this very moment.

Whether or not you feel that you are, take an imaginary journey with me today. Imagine that you have done everything right in your life, just as you should have. Imagine that whatever choices you make in the present and from this moment forward will be perfect too. Imagine that it would not be possible for you to make the wrong choice. Imagine that however long it may be taking, or have taken in the past, the fondest dreams of your heart will most certainly come true. They may change or reveal themselves in new forms along the way, but every single dream will come true.

Imagine that there is nothing you have to do to make this happen. Imagine that you just have to wake up every morning and do whatever you are guided to do that day. That there is nothing to make up for first, and nothing to be earned. Imagine that you earned the right to have your life be perfect long, long ago.

Imagine that there is no course that you have set in front of you to overcome and accomplish. Imagine that there is no empire to build, or feat to endeavor. There is just a long row of sandy beach headed into eternity. It isn’t a place you go in unearthly realms, but a way you can live even the most earthly life.

You can certainly build all the castles and set all the courses which bring your heart joy, but they would be for that reason alone, and a spontaneous expression of your soul.

You haven’t missed your ship coming in. It wouldn’t come in without you, and you could never miss the moments you were born to have. Life is not a game of chutes and ladders, unless you are playing on them. You are exactly where you should be, and everything your heart desires is unfolding already. You are just going to show up to enjoy it, and put one foot in front of the other until then.

Faith is a fallen leaf which most would consider inconsequential, but which contains an infinite sunset and opens a portal to another world. It will never make sense to have faith, and often will seem totally absurd, but it lives deeper than any ocean, and flies higher than any bird. It knows things that are only whispered secretly to us by our souls, and it will tell us these secrets if we let it.

May the secrets unfold into your path like wildflowers in the woods. Love, Jennifer

Thursday, May 17th, 2007

Thoughts on Being an Oracle

There is a world around me that is sometimes saturating, in the vivid greens of seas of grasses or oceans, in the edges of personalities and buildings. In the sometimes-welcome, sometimes-aching presence of words and phrases, and faces. Notes hanging in the air….moments one following the other on a timed march. I am both the wave crashing on everything I see, and the shore upon which it all crashes. And I hold form, and I hold center, and I hold nothing.

And then there is a world like this one, but without edges. It can be just as vivid, and it has its own beautiful ache, but it only opens into the falling feathers of angel wings and roses who lost their thorns long ago. And here the angels really do sing, and the ancient beings that remain only in fragments on toppling temple walls and time-weathered statues in this world, are alive. Alive, as you and I, and more. I live in that world too.

There is also the world of the past…luminous and full of snapshots of the moments that have filled my heart over and over again, lifetime after lifetime like a journal scrawled against my soul. Sometimes it is as if it is the future which is known, and the past which is yet to be discovered.

And then a song leaks out of me, or I look into the face of my beloved, or the wild rose buds peeking out from the remains of the hips of last year’s bloom…and the worlds become one.

I am no one, with no definition but that scrawl on my soul, and yet I must be someone, even on some days when I would rather not, because I can not do what I came here to do if I don’t. It pushes me to be visible. The space of no one within me is the Void, and an Oracle has to speak for the Void…not just embody it. In our world of words and expressions, these words and expressions become a medicine of unbelievable potency. I must stand, even if I don’t stand for something specific. Just to stand, at this time, is enough. Just to put your heart on your sleeve, and be seen.

I recently brought through some information about our time, that I called a Sibylline Prophecy. I also recorded a verbal transmission, as part of my Oracle Transmissions, with a sound healing at the end. The sound was a blessing for opening with more ease to the energies of support available now, and to the portals which create easier access to one’s guides.

The vision I received was astoundingly beautiful. I was in space at a distance from our planet, and I could see three clear realms. The first was a realm of golden, radiant light within the earth. The second layer was our earthly layer…the surface of the earth and atmosphere we exist and interact in. Just above this layer, like a luminous aura around the whole planet, was a third realm. It was the same radiant golden light that was within the earth, but in this realm all of our celestial beings lived and existed. The “portals” I described in my message were like umbilical cords opening up (serpentine) between the light above and the earth below, and each of us. These worlds are merging, so that the realms become one and ours within it. This is how the new earth will be born, and how the beings, guides, and masters will walk among us. The worlds will become one. This is also part of the reason the electro-magnetics are raising. They have to raise in order for our “layer” or realm to be able to handle the high frequencies coming in.

So do we need to struggle and pray and visualize and strive…I don’t know. For me it comes back to our own hearts. When we pray for the needs of our own heart, we are answering to the needs of the earth. For we are the earth. Even if we came from Andromeda or the Pleiades. What we are talking about is deeper than any other origin because it is soul origin, rubbing right up against the great loving darkness we were born of. It is not about our history, and yet our history is intimate to it. Our stories will be needed in the new earth.

So what do we do now…living between the worlds? Some days my beings tell me just to make it through, moment to moment, as best I can. The difficulties are usually not obvious, they are usual subtle and energetic, but make it feel as if I am moving through glue. And even those days are lit by the most unbelievable moments of brilliance…and nestled among days or hours of total bliss. Find any bliss you can, and drink it in. It is sustenance for these times and raises us to the vibrations that are coming in. Know that bliss, however, is not the only emotion sought or favorable…anytime you uncover any true and authentic emotion, you are recovering a gem from its buried hiding. Be real. It is really all there is, and all I have ever found to the spiritual path. Be real, as real as you know how.

It is an art, for what is real is always changing and not always obvious, but it allows you to pass through any worlds. To be real you have to get to know yourself, as you truly are. You have to take off the make-up and the ribbons on your soul, and you have to get naked. Then you can dress up all you want, once you know what you feel like, really naked.

That’s where the real spiritual merit lies. In finding out you are already a Queen, or a King, or something in-between. You don’t have to do something to get there. You are there.

Invite your worlds together, and don’t leave any of them out. It’s time to start feeling good about who you already are, (and finding out who that is if you haven’t already) instead of who you should be. The only downside is that it takes a little getting used to…not always rating or be-rating your self all the time. You see, that is the truest misinformation of established religion…the idea that we are not already perfect but need to constantly make ourselves “better.” Let me tell you friends, that is a process that never frigging ends. Never. We can take ourselves apart until the end of time. That’s why enlightenment is said to take so long. It is already there and we just plan a big expedition in a nice, big circle. Cosmically chasing our tails. Not that we should feel bad about doing it either…there is a lot to be learned chasing one’s tail.

Can we walk, just as we are, in the world just as it is, and be free?

Yes.

Look for the signs, look for the support, and stay in touch with your heart’s desire. It will reveal everything, absolutely everything, to you.

Love,
Jennifer