The Gestation: 2020 ~ An Oracle’s Prophecy

by Jennifer on April 3, 2020

Jennifer Luna Posada
April, 2020

Take heart, for what now seems sudden, shocking, heralds instead from the deep and the ancient…a place you know in the marrow of your bones and of your very soul. We called this. We called this because this will bring the medicine for a wound the world didn’t know how to address and was hiding from. The wound is out now, visible, unignorable.

This is an echo that has finally reached us from the place of its origin…the beginning of all and the first crack running through the design of everything…not a flaw but a perfection, even now as it opens into a gaping chasm. This chasm is the place of healing we need, individually and as an entire people on this planet. This, my dearest souls, is most certainly part of the great plan.

It’s time, now, to remember. It’s time, now, to heal…

You might be thinking that I must mean it will be time to heal when things ease…when there is more clarity and certainty and when we can all re-gather, and while so much will happen then too, I am talking about right now in this moment…in the great gestation.

Later we will heal more by gathering, now we will find the antidote to the poison we are all feeling come up from our deepest places of fear by going in. And we are going in like we have never gone in before.

In fact entire layers of our being and knowing are going to open to us that hadn’t been open before. We are going down further into our deepest pain and wisdom, like we’re on a soul-saving archeological dig, and we are going to find entire worlds within ourselves that were long forgotten. More so, over time, we will find that these worlds emerge and come back to life.

I can’t possibly tell you what this means…that forgotten worlds within us are returning.

And it’s all being facilitated by disaster, or the impending threat of it.

There isn’t anywhere else to look anymore, and essentially there is nowhere else to run. And thank fucking god, because the treasure is under our feet. It’s in the one place we were scared to look and now we can only look there. This may sound scary but this is love of the highest kind…this is magic of the deepest expression. And this, as confining as it seems, is the utter and absolute promise of freedom.

This moment when we face our chains, feel their rust and their heft and the weight of the years we have spent with them…this moment that we cry heart-wrenching tears of the helplessness we have felt for so long without being aware of it…this is the moment of power.

Because when we have seen these chains without covering them up or looking away…when we have sat with them and what they make us really feel…soon we will find out what was waiting behind and beneath this recognition. All the power we buried to survive. And it is coming back.

This is the time of the great gestation. The time when we will go within and find the answers we couldn’t find any other way. The time we are forced to heal in order to survive, and that fear drives us to our greatest blessing.

It will help immensely to remember that first you face the “guardians at the gate” inside. First you face what feels scary, painful, even terrifying. It is why so many of us have stayed away even from our places of great power within. What’s most important to remember is twofold: they will not consume us if we can just bear letting the pain move through us as long as it takes to do so. Yes, it will feel like being consumed, but you will wake up on the other side. And two, the other side is your most sacred place of knowing and you will be blessed for the rest of this life and your ongoing soul journey for making this reconnection with this part of your deepest being.

I want to pause here to say that it’s also very important to know when to reach out for help. If the fear and pain feel unbearable but some part of you knows you are also okay, great…but if you are doubting whether you are really going to be okay that is the time to reach out for support. Call a friend, call a hotline, but know that there is help if you are drowning in despair and facing your fear and pain (even if you are in quarantine), doesn’t mean you have to do it alone or face potential harm. We are together even if we are apart, and there are helpful, loving people in the world even if you are feeling or living without loved ones right now. In fact even if you think you’ve got this, reaching out to loved ones as you feel guided to can be a crucial part of this journey.

Just because we are going in doesn’t mean we are alone.

In fact this going in will lead us to be able to connect with others in ways we never dreamed of before, and is one of the greatest blessings of this entire experience. We are remembering, and we are reuniting.

It is time that we remember that we are magical creatures, and that we gather with the others again. Before many of us can gather physically though, (even if we are still reaching out to connect across the distance with technology or energetically) we need to go in and reclaim the lands within us that are ours, so we can then share from that greater place of being.

On the other side of letting yourself, in the most safe and honoring ways you can, feel some of the intolerable feelings that are coming up, we break through. We reach the inner sanctum of a temple within that we have waited lifetimes to reach again…we reach the sacred grove of magical trees we have longed to revisit and be nourished by. We access the inner wisdom that will help us lead the kind of lives we have been asking to live.

So how do we create safe and honoring ways to feel intolerable feelings? And then how do we go in?

Some helpful guidelines for allowing yourself to feel intolerable feelings are to take it as gently as you can, taking it slow or taking breaks to distract yourself when you need to. The things you may do to distract yourself are medicine too and comprise the second part of my suggestion which is to do what nourishes you…watch a funny video, talk to a friend, take a walk, have a private dance party in your house, rest…whatever sounds good. And do as much of what nourishes you as you possibly can.  

Make it an art form, make it a practice, every day as much as you can ask yourself what would feed you and give yourself as much of it as you can.

Sometimes you won’t feel like you have a choice about which way you experience the intolerable feelings or how much of them come at once. You may be flooded with these feelings day and night sometimes. If that is the case use any of the suggestions that still seem helpful and apply, and remember you can reach out for help. Reaching out for help is power.

How to go in?

I know some of you have your ways already. If you do, use them for sure. You know where to go or what kinds of things draw you in, and for most of us it is just about making the space to do it. If you have time at this moment in your life, make time to go within and be open to guidance as often as you can right now…it will give back to you exponentially and in ways you can’t even imagine yet. This is a moment so ripe with potential it is dripping from the fruits on the tree. It is all waiting inside of you.

They could come, these fruits of wisdom, messages and visions, while you are doing something creative, walking in the woods, at night in your dreams, or while you are relaxing on your couch letting your mind gently wander. But if not keep in mind they may come more often, and the inner worlds may sometimes open more deeply if you make special time specifically to go inside if it isn’t happening naturally in other ways.

If you have a place in your home or surroundings where you know you can be alone and sit with what you feel and what you want to know more about within yourself…what you want answers about, it may allow you to go deeper. If you don’t have specific tools you use to access your intuition or inner knowing, try free-writing about anything and everything that comes to your mind and do this as often as you can. It’s incredible what can come, especially at a time like this. Even in just five minutes at a time…just grabbing a notebook and a cup of coffee can become a revelation.

If you are not at home like a lot of people are right now but instead are out in the world doing work, helping others, or if having your kids at home has you busier than ever, still see if you can find ways to go in…maybe just in the moments before you fall asleep at night, looking out a window for a while, or going in as you look into the eyes of someone you are helping and seeing what reveals itself to you. You may not know what you are “getting” right in that moment but it might come forward more clearly later.

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You see we aren’t just getting new intuitive insights about specific things in our lives…we are dreaming the new dream, for ourselves and for the world.

It’s time to turn this thing around. And to do that we need a new dream.

And to dream the new dream we need dreamers. We are the dreamers of the new dream. And this gestation time is what will allow us to find the ability to truly dream again. I am not calling it a gestation time because it lasts nine months…there are many different cycles in nature. I am calling it a gestation time because this is where we grow a new world.

This is a cosmic reset.

We won’t come out of this the same and that’s a good thing.

Whatever was broken in your life, heart and body, has a deeper chance to mend now. We can open to more healing energy than we ever have before. The guidance we need to do this is inside. We just have to be brave and willing enough to go within and let it surface, and most of how we need to do this is by making the time to let it happen…to look in that direction…the direction we are pointed in when the inside starts to come out.

What I am writing here is not the important part. The important part is what comes out of you. This message is only important in the case that it happens to support that. Because the world needs your magic…the world needs your hidden worlds to return…the world needs your dream. And it’s not even really about the world. It’s about you. It will bless and heal you first, and then and only then does it naturally become a blessing to the world as a ripple effect. It will just happen on its own once you make contact with that glorious, luminous treasure within you that is waiting to be rediscovered, and brought back to life.

You are brave. They don’t get any braver than you. And no matter what you think this message is telling you to do and what all the other messages are saying, you are doing it perfectly. Whatever is coming up for you and whether you do or don’t go in in a certain way, you can’t do this wrongly. You were born with the perfect unfoldment of your being coded into you the way a flower is destined to blossom.

Remember the key to all of this is to nourish yourself as much as you can, even if what you’ve got is a hot cup of tea or coffee on your rushed break, or a quiet hour to yourself when your kids are watching a movie. Take what you can and, this perhaps is the true key, let yourself have it.

Time to really let it in.

You being nourished isn’t selfish. It’s really the best thing we can do to “save the world”, because we can’t do much for anyone else, much less creatively problem solve or dream a new dream if our cup is too low.

I know you may not feel like you can very easily fill your cup right now…you may be under loads of stress, ill, or up against those intolerable feelings, but when any sweet drop of goodness comes into your chalice, welcome it if you can. The more you welcome it, the more it will start to fill your cup.

Let’s find our way back to overflowing.

You are not alone, wild soul, and this is not random or a terrible accident. This is the meeting you made long ago so that you wouldn’t miss tasting the nectar of your true magic, and so the world could live on. Because the world can’t live without enough magic, and now is the time.

Can you sit, like Sebastian at the end of The Neverending Story, with just a grain of a lost world in your hand, and make a wish?

What is your wish?

Let it be your starting point. Let it draw you inward. Let it allow you to allow in the nourishment you need to keep going, and then to thrive…and for all of us to thrive together. We are ready to begin.

I love you.

Love,

Jennifer

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The Reinvention: 2020 ~ An Oracle’s Prophecy

by Jennifer on November 8, 2019

November 5th, 2019

Deep in the darkened, ancient hills of magic, the fireflies of remembrance glow…you slowly open your eyes from a great slumber and remember this land, remember this glow. You remember the plan you made so long ago that you had forgotten. You shed the path you thought you knew, and open to both the more ancient way you are reclaiming, and the vast and great unknown, to create a magic beyond your wildest dreams… 

This is the beginning. The beginning of a new chapter you didn’t even really know was coming. Only it isn’t really just a new chapter…it’s a whole new book. A book it will take time to orient to like an entirely new land…because you’ve never read anything like it before. You are reading the ancient story you wrote for yourself so long ago, and embracing the part unwritten. You are finding the pen in your hand again, after so long, for the page that writes itself…

Your life is about to be reinvented. 2020 is a year that we won’t just recalibrate, setting new intentions and slightly adjusting our course. 2020 is a year that we will start from scratch, and while it may indeed feel like starting from nothing, it is really starting from stardust. The nothing we begin with is the open space you have created by shedding such an incredible number of skins over the past several years. The open space is your triumph…your reward for being willing to stand naked with your soul and pare yourself down to your essence.

It is as if you have emptied your home of everything and you are sitting on a single cushion or chair just taking it in. It’s as if you can finally see out the windows again, and there is a new day you can finally explore. Yes, it may feel as if you have to re-learn how to walk, and speak, and do things you used to take for granted. And yes, that takes more energy and presence…but that is the gift. You will be more truly participatory in the choices in each moment, and in the richness of it. You are going to feel again in deeper ways…and the feeling will show you the way.

As you add things to your great open space, you will choose each item or each energy with intention. And this time, more than ever, you will choose to bring the magic in…

For a very long time you may have feared to bring the magic back, because it was sealed away ages ago when it became unsafe to show yourself as a magical creature. But the time of the first great unveiling has arrived. And while sometimes it will show up in the more fantastic ways of visions and ecstatic experiences, one of the most remarkable and special ways it will show up is in the little day-to-day moments that will simply have more glow. You will just feel it in the pulse of your being as you pull your hair back or step outside your house…as you take in the smile of a friend or pause to lean your back against a tree.

There will be messages about how this life reinvention will look for you…glimmers of the stardust and luminous fireflies lighting your way. Sometimes these messages will come in dreams or important visions, but often they will come in the even stronger nudges of your body and emotional responses…these are some of the most powerful messengers of all since they are more present with us in every moment of our lives. Here, secrets will be revealed. The dots will start to connect in a way you never expected. Things will suddenly line up in a design you didn’t see coming, even in your greatest moments of foresight.

The more radically you embrace your redefinition this year, the more profound it will be.

You see, it’s time for a reformation…a transformation at the deepest levels of the cell and the energy bodies…a complete breakdown and redesign of old systems and structures. We are going to rebuild the very bones of what we believe this life to be, and what we believe is possible in this form.

It’s time to start over.

As fully as you possibly can.

This new life of yours, this new energy will be tested and reshaped and tested and reshaped over and over as the new frequencies come up against old structures and breaks them…as it comes into contact with an outdated environment energetically and wears it into a new shape that makes room for the changes, like the ocean shapes the earth with its waves.

If you have time before we enter the new year or in the couple of months following, this would be an incredible time to actually refresh your environment. Declutter, redesign a space, let go of the old. But if you don’t have the time or even more importantly overall, it’s time to cast off the energetics that have been pending for you. These are the energies you have decided to let go but haven’t yet fully released. It’s like the boxes or bags of things you had already intended to donate but are sitting in the closet. It seems little to let them go because you had already decided to, but removing them from your energy field is going to make radical change.

Here are some ideas for how to do just that…

 1.  Actually get rid of things you are done with, objects from your home as mentioned above.

 2.  Write.  Anything. Free write until you can’t anymore. Write about what’s leaving your energy field, and what you want your reinvention to look like. Play.

3.  Do water rituals. Have baths, visit hot springs, rivers or the ocean or any body of water. Intend that every submersion in water will leave you cleansed and renewed at the deepest levels of your being.

4.  Say goodbye. Explore in words, writing, or ritual what you need to grieve to move forward into a totally new horizon. Cherish what you love and get to keep, and let go of absolutely everything else that you can.

5.  Exhale.  You did it. Whatever it is for you that you just journeyed through and lived through, you did it. It’s time to leave the heaviness you’ve carried behind and trust you are finally meant to be able to lighten your load and breathe deeply again. You do deserve that freedom. It is entirely yours.

6.  Rest as deeply as you can, either in actual sleep or in just allowing yourself to rest in any given moment that you can. You are about to recharge from years of devoted work and be rewired in a deep and fundamental way. Whatever rest you can get, whatever gentleness you can give yourself, will let you do the final shedding of skins you are doing right now to move into the new energies of your being and life.

7.  Keep your eyes and body open to magic. As you come out the other side of this final transformative window before we enter 2020 and as it begins, start to have your eyes open for signs…signs of magic and new vibrations inside and around you. Write them down if you like, and feel into what they are showing you about where to go next…

We all made quite the date. Quite the powerful date to be here on the earth right now. We signed up to be here at the great reinvention, and it couldn’t be a moment to soon. Our old systems within us and around us are worn out. Truly they are in shambles and we have simply been trying to continue to make them work because we didn’t have a new way yet. This year we find the new way.

So, if there were no script for your life, and your future didn’t have to be informed in a limiting way by the experiences of your past, what would you envision now? In what way would you become a butterfly and what radical changes would that bring to your life? Again, because this entirely new paradigm will bring the unexpected, you may not be able to envision these dreams and changes yet. But if you keep your eyes on the clouds and your toes on the earth you will start to feel them coming.

You won’t likely wake up January 1st to a radically different life…it is more that around the time of the solstice on December 21st, 2019, you might begin to feel a slight shift, as if a new frequency has been ever-so-subtly added to your world. It will likely be imperceptible at first unless you are among the most sensitive (which I know many of you are,) and/or unless you happen to have more time than usual around then to reflect, and sense, and go inward. However, even if neither of these situations are the case, over the following weeks and months you will begin to feel the sense of new frequencies growing stronger.

You will begin to feel something shifting, something boosting your energy, your intuition, and your insights. You will start to sense something at once familiar about these energies and yet deliciously new. You will sense that there might be fresh room for magic to express in your body, in your feelings, in your thoughts, in your relationships, in your work, in your environment, and in the way you see absolutely everything about this life you have chosen to live. You will see where you can reach into the blueprints you thought were unchangeable and turn them into liquid in your hands, and draw new lines of light with new directions and new properties and new possibilities. You are the architect, and the universe is the architect. You are working at the deepest levels as one. You will feel the power to create, and recreate, everything you thought you knew. You will ground in the force of your ancient knowing, and also free yourself like a wild bird.

Your wings will lift you again. They will not be too heavy to let you fly.

And you may fall sometimes, because it has been after all a great long age and your wings are different now. But you will learn something new about the magic within you every time you tumble down. And you will have new courage to get back up, and to rest and heal, and to explore again, because you will know there is new energy to support you.

It will take time to heal from the dark journeys you have weathered with incredible courage in these past years. You may still flinch when something shifts, always expecting calamity or chaos. But you have time to heal, and as you do you will realize how much you have gained resilience and befriended the unthinkable. Chaos can become catalyst and creative power because you have learned to channel it. But it may take time for you to know the skills you have gained, and to learn to wield them.

It’s okay not to know what to do first. Rest if and whenever you can. Let out the exhales and let the water flow over you that reminds you of the burdens that are being released, and the old skins of protection being shed so you can once again receive the deeper nourishment waiting to reach you more easily. Finally, after so very long, you will look up at the stars again and really see them. You will find yourself waking in the ancient, darkened hills of magic, and you will see the glow of the fireflies to lead you on…to guide you from your deepest essence, into the wild new world of your reinvention, and to the wild new world we will create from our unveiling.

Love,

Jennifer

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