Mary Magdalen on 2015: Rekindling the Flame

by Jennifer on December 6, 2014

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Jennifer Luna Posada, December, 2014

I like to imagine that we meet in a cabin.  I have channeled Mary Magdalen for many years and I know we aren’t really meeting in a specific place, but I like to see us by a warm fire, cozy and deeply intimate.  In my daydream we have all the time we need, and nothing can’t be talked about, and she has red hair.  The color of her hair doesn’t matter, but I like to imagine it is red.  Guides often like to reveal themselves in ways that make us feel at ease, and to me that happens when Mary Magdalen looks deep into my eyes in our little cabin where we meet, and she takes my hand, and she tells me what she sees for the world…

I’ve known Mary Magdalen for a very long time.  Since before she was Mary Magdalen and was instead a powerful Earth Goddess, long, long ago.  Only a powerful Earth Goddess would have incarnated to become Mary Magdalen, and only Mary Magdalen could bring forth the messages so needed on this planet right now in this most special way…

She is the epitome of the “silenced” feminine, and the silenced feminine sexuality, and of its un-silencing and return for all of us…and what a grand return it will be…

I want to tell you today, with the current and upcoming energies for 2015, how to most easily begin this return of needed healing energies inside of you, in a deeper way than ever.

But first, the why is crucial.  Why does the return of the feminine mean so much and what could it mean to you?  Well, imagine a golden waterfall of the most healing possible nectar, a balm to all of what ails you, pouring down onto you and everyone you love.  Imagine a downpour after an epic drought, a deluge filling the cracks in the parched earth of your heart.  A replenishment of your essential energy, and an opening of the most profound of your gifts of insight.  Imagine the remembering (The Great Remembering as I call it in my book, The Oracle Within) starting to spread less like cold honey and more like wildfire.  Imagining it consuming the old structures and leaving behind exactly what we need to begin anew…hope, and fertile ground and new sprouts and deep roots and naked beauty.

Imagine that the feminine is the food for the hungry.  The hunger I see in almost every pair of eyes whose gaze I meet.  The answer to the prayer humanity is making at a deep level every day, all over the world.  And it doesn’t matter at all what your gender is, and this knowing of the true feminine is what will make space for the true masculine to be known as well, and for all the territory beyond, between, and around these divisions, definitions and different expressions of love.

And this isn’t just the nourishment for the hunger, the re-embrace and fuller embodiment of the feminine is the return of the dignity and glory of the hunger.  When we re-dignify hunger, it changes.  We can want again, without shame, and we can re-embrace our place as divine creators.  This is how we will change the world…by becoming inner-directed again.  By climbing so deep into the underworld inside of us that we hit fire and light, that we cross into the other worlds beyond, and that we discover what true soul desire is really about…

I bet you both know and don’t know your soul desires.  I bet you both want and ache to know more about them at some level and at the same time want to run, as fast as you can, in any other direction.  You’ve been through that gateway of fire, or too close to it, and you carry the scars.  Still, there is a part of you that knows that nothing else has held a candle to those moments that you were one with the breath of your heart, doubtless and fearless and fine…

We got those scars, those hurts, for grander reasons than we still know.  We are now getting ready to go back to our origins within, naked and perhaps afraid, to meet again with our essence and this time begin to let it flow into and heal our lives and bodies as never before.  The healing of the planet begins with you.  Inside you.  It is there in the alchemy where your great heart beats.  It is in the moment you put your hand back in that glow, find it is the molten power of love you have sought your whole life and that it doesn’t burn you now, and you enter into it body and soul.  You find that this is the only enlightenment you need.  You return to that illuminated state and when you forget it, when you lose yourself in the underworld again, you find you now have the strength to pick up again and a permanent trail of breadcrumbs home if you just close your eyes, look inside, and wait for the glow

Beyond the lovely metaphors of dark journeys and bright flames, this is simple but still incredibly adventurous to apply in daily life.  I have one suggestion and one suggestion only as we prepare for this new year and move through it.  Look for the glow.  Move close to it and let it warm you.  When you lose sight of it, slow down…look again…wait…and find it once more.  If you do this with diligence your life will change in beautiful ways before your eyes.  What is this glow I am talking about?

It isn’t a concept, a theory, or a paper moon.  It isn’t what you think makes people glow or what makes someone else glow.  It’s not what only used to make you glow or what you think should do it.  The glow is an experience.  It’s something you feel, and it can only be known through feeling.  It doesn’t keep to social graces and society’s rules.  It may not look “spiritual” or acceptable.  You may feel that your glow was snuffed out so long ago you no longer have interest in digging for coals.  But even in the darkest night, there are embers.  I know.

I know that you know right where some of them are, but you think you could never reach for them…like far-off stars.  They represent risk and deeper feeling and are guarded by pain, and fear.  But even the guardians are your friends, and they’ve always known their task has an expiration date.  They will ultimately only fan the flames.  The only thing I am suggesting is that you look toward what lights you up, and then, when you are ready and only then, lean in.

No one will push you…once you get into the inner sanctum there is no one there but you and your own will, your own freedom, your own choices about when it feels right.  But I am talking about returning to your original love affair.  The one that broke your heart so bad that you swore you’d never go back.  I am talking about the kind of healing balm that helps you return to your essence and power, and come to terms with the original pain of breaking from your full awareness of yourself as love.  It doesn’t have to happen all at once of course, or overwhelm you.  You can slowly sip from the curative broth until you feel your strength again…until you feel like yourself somehow again in a way you haven’t for years, or decades, or lifetimes…

What makes you feel the embers or the glow of your heart’s true hunger?  The ocean?  Laughter with friends?  That painting class you’ve always wanted to take?  Studying stars or herbs or butterflies?  Sitting still and just being allowed to feel your pain?  A long drive to nowhere?  A warm windy day?  Lying down or a long cry?  A walk with your four-legged friend?  Music?  A scream?  A moan?  A wild dance under the moon?  A good book?  Sexual play or self-pleasuring?  Writing it all down?  All of these things depending on the day or none of them perhaps.  Or perhaps you just need a break long enough or space enough to feel or find your hunger again…to have the energy or will to meet it.  To feel that you have the room to rage against the cage walls you have known so long, even if you somehow guess they will set you more free than you ever were before…

And you will fall in that original love again, enriched by all that happened, and deeper than ever…

Perhaps you need a little cabin, for a weekend or deep in your heart, where you can meet with Mary Magdalen, and have her look deep into your eyes, and remind you why this all matters so very much.  To have her reflect the fire she sees in your eyes, that has never, ever gone out…that only grows while you sleep.

By the warm fire, sharing a blanket over our legs, Magdalen told me 2015 is the year that, more than ever, we will stumble perhaps even blindly, into our glow again.  Even if you don’t look for it, the energies are so aligned that it will find you.  And if you are already there, that just means you will feel it in new and deeper ways than ever.  Either way, it will inspire you and give you a whole new picture where things weren’t working before, where you dreamed but it didn’t seem to take off.  It will re-ignite your feminine which will run like golden love through your veins and fill those parched cracks.  It will bring back the green and the new in the landscape of the human heart, and where you have been broken open, it will heal what still hurts.  It will come like waves of the ocean, one after the other, lifting you and letting you go into what you must surrender to in your nature, in your authenticity…then it will lift you again to help you release the rest…what you are complete with.  It is time to be unburdened.  You carried out your mission.  You brought your sacred scriptures to the new land.  Now you can be unwritten again, and at the same time come from your deepest illuminated manuscripts within…your sacred soul words can emerge again.

And then you can run free, through forests and hills again.  Through fire and ice.  You can know mountains and oceans again.  You can move with the pulse of your own heart, and the heart of the universe once more.  Just feel around for your embers, watch for your sparks on the long night’s horizon, and lean into the fire that is your own.  Return, one tiny moment and one perhaps-slim breath after another, to what lights you up inside.  Every time you even warm your cold hands by embers you wonder if ever could know fire again, you are re-kindling the flame.  The flame that will light your path in a new way, in every great darkness, for the rest of your life…

This year let your glow be your guide…

I love you all.

Love,

Jennifer

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Judy Baylin-Stern January 1, 2015 at 7:50 am

Dear Jennifer,
I absolutely reel from your written word.
Thank-you for your guidance in leaning in.

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